So, yes, it's true...I am an RN and I am a drug abuser. I have been clean for quite some time now. The most alone and scared I ever felt was when I nearly stopped breathing. I knew at the time that I would probably never come so close to death again (without actually dying). I lay there barely breathing, thinking "I am going to die". This is not what scared me. I was scared because at that moment, I realized that I did not care. I honestly did not care. -DH (DynamicHope)
Nurses that become addicted to drugs...and the struggle to get clean. Various emotions, fears, guilt, etc. My next lesson in life is the last judgment I made about someone else.
MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING----Viktor E. Frankl
"A man who let himself decline because he could not see any future goal found himself occupied with retrospective thoughts. In a different connection, we have already spoken of the tendency there was to look into the past, to help make the present, with all it's horrors, less real. But in robbing the present of it's reality there lay a certain danger. It became easy to overlook the opportunities to make something positive of camp life, opportunities which really did exist." page 80.
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